Contemplation on birthday
Today is my birthday, and it is for contemplation much rather than celebration.
On each birthday, I mostly ask myself the same question: what do I want from living? For me, just a decent dwelling, living with loved on, having decent life quality (food, air, access to information...), having intellectual exercise (reading, discussion) and doing works that at least benefit someone somewhere, posing net benefit to the world.
With these criteria, I will probably achieve all within 5 years. The problem is afterwards - what's the reason for my being? What's left to do?
I still don't have a clear idea, but for now, achieving those goals is the priority.
